I think I am ready to write this blog, honestly I don’t think I will ever be ready, but it is something I need to do before it all catches up
with me and I have to deal with it all at once.
Yesterday I put my youngest son in a limo and watched him
drive off to his senior prom, which of course reduced me to tears. As I drove home from dinner with a dear
friend who has known Zachary since he was born I began to think about the
transition to the next phase of life we are embarking on and the loss of high
school sports came to the forefront of my mind.
I am sure there are some who will not understand these words, today or
maybe never, but those of you who have traveled this path before me and those
walking along side of me will understand.
Since 2005 high school sports has been a major part of my
life. That’s eleven years of commitment,
practices, games, team spirit shirts, wins/losses, championships, bleachers,
buses, team snacks, summer sessions, uniforms, helmets, pompoms, cleats,
jerseys, bows, and the amazing life lessons that high school sports brings.
I mourn the loss of the thrill of watching young men and
women taking the field, the same young men and women just a few years prior you
were teaching to tie their shoes, and giving their all on the field. I have cried tears of joy and tears of defeat
in the bleachers of high school stadiums in places many people don’t even get
to visit in a lifetime never mind live.
I have watched them leave the field with the joy of their victory and
the weight of their defeat.
I have watched as the sport of the season consumes these athletes
for weeks, even months at a time. It affects
what they eat, how they sleep, how they think, and whom they spend their time
with. I have watched them encourage each
other, straighten each other out, carry each other off the field after an
injury, take a knee for an injured player, and crowd the hospital room of a
seriously injured player.
I have witnessed them take some penalties that were not
theirs with a grace that many of the parents in the stands were not able to
display. I have watched them stop all
play, remove their helmets, and place their hands over their hearts as colors
played. I have witnessed these amazing
kids take the field and leave a piece of themselves out there. The dedication and passion, which they play
the game, is humbling. I have watched
them volunteer in the community and give back to the fans that supported them.
I will miss the beginning of the games with the national
anthem, state song, and the school alma mater.
I will miss the end of the game handshakes, photos, and following the
bus back to the school. I will miss the community that high school sports
provide a family.
Most of all I will miss the all consuming way our family has
donned the colors of not one, but four different sets of school colors and
supported whoever was taking the field that day. I mourn the loss of this time that has passed
with my children.
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